I am a soul drawn to the depths, one who sees life not as a checklist of goals but as a sacred unfolding. I believe we are each divine beings in the process of remembering who we truly are. For me, consciousness is not a fixed state, but a living journey. It asks us to surrender to awe, to remain in devotion to truth, and to allow ourselves to be shaped and reshaped by the mystery.

Art is my practice of prayer and reflection. Through poetry, sound, visual expression, and intuitive work, I explore the inner world and offer what I find to others. Creativity helps me listen more deeply to Spirit, to the Earth, and to the quiet voice within. I often work with dreams, symbols, and archetypes. I spend time in nature, in meditation, and in contemplation. I believe presence is the gateway to transformation.

My path has been rich with both challenge and grace. I have walked through codependence, burnout, and disillusionment. These experiences have softened me, deepened me, and taught me how to meet life with greater compassion and integrity. I now live in devotion to growth—not the kind that seeks to impress, but the kind that arises from the soul. I am becoming more fully myself every day.

Professionally, I am building a life and business that blends mysticism with practical tools for transformation. I offer intuitive readings, dreamwork, psychedelic integration, and creative mentorship. This is not just work for me, but a form of sacred service. I want to help others reconnect with the divine spark within them and create lives rooted in meaning and wholeness.

What I’m Seeking

I hope to meet someone who is walking their own sacred path. Someone who is grounded, curious, emotionally available, and open to the mystery of life. I am not seeking perfection, only presence. I long for a partner who is willing to meet both the beauty and the mess of this world with courage and care.

My vision of love is one of mutual sovereignty and deep intimacy. I believe in the image of two full cups overflowing into one another, creating something new and beautiful together. I hope to share a bond that feels like sanctuary, where each of us is seen, heard, and held in our fullness.

I’m drawn to a woman who embodies both softness and strength. Someone who knows her worth, who honors her body and her spirit, and who is ready for a connection that is sensual, spiritual, and true. I imagine us walking side by side, through the mud when necessary, and also dancing beneath the stars. I seek a companion of soul and spirit, a mirror and a muse.

Together, I hope we can co-create a life of beauty, wisdom, presence, and joy. A life where we grow as individuals and as partners. A life where we hold space for each other’s becoming, and find divinity in the everyday moments we share.

When I imagine the partner I hope to meet, it's not a physical image that comes to mind — it's a feeling, a resonance. I’m drawn to someone who feels aligned in spirit, someone who meets life with presence, curiosity, and care. Of course, I value health and intentional living, but even more than appearance or habits, I value inner harmony. We are vast, multidimensional beings, and I long for a connection with someone who can meet me in the depths, who is willing to gaze into the waters of the soul without fear.

In the past, I carried relationships that were one-sided — I was the steady one, the fixer, the emotional anchor. But when I struggled, when I needed softness or strength in return, I often found myself alone. That kind of imbalance slowly erodes the spirit. I’ve learned that I cannot be someone’s sole source of strength or love. A healthy relationship, to me, is two full beings — two overflowing cups — coming together to create something even more beautiful in their union.

I hope to meet someone who knows their own divinity, who is rooted in self-worth and self-awareness. Someone who doesn’t need fixing, but who welcomes growth. A partner who sees love not as dependency, but as collaboration. I long for a closeness that is both grounding and expansive — a woman who feels safe, gentle, deep, and alive.

A vision often returns to me: I am waist-deep in the mud, working through the struggles of life, and beside me is someone strong and luminous, reaching out her hand, not to save me, but to push with me — to rise with me. That, to me, is love. A sacred ally. A queen. A woman who holds both softness and sovereignty.

I am a quiet, contemplative soul — an introvert with a vast inner world and a tender heart. What I want, more than anything, is to live with grace, depth, and peace alongside someone who understands the beauty of a shared, soulful life.

My ideal relationship is a deep, intimate partnership rooted in truth, curiosity, and soul-level connection. I live a life woven with mysticism — deeply attuned to the Realms of Spirit and devoted to understanding and sharing sacred teachings. We are living in a time where the old stories are dying, and humanity is in search of new myths to live by. I feel called to be part of that renewal, to live and teach in a way that brings more beauty, healing, and wisdom into the world.

I aspire to become a true elder — the kind of mature, grounded, and luminous being our society so deeply longs for. As such, my ideal partner would either walk a similar path or hold a deep respect and understanding for this calling. I don’t seek perfection — only presence, alignment, and sincerity. I imagine a partner who delights in resting atop me on lazy afternoons, who cherishes tender conversation, and who finds joy in the natural world. Someone whose spirit is deeply attuned to their own inner light, who is committed to intimacy, loyalty, and continuous growth.

What matters most to me is mutual evolution. I believe our divine purpose is vast and ever-changing — like an acorn that becomes an oak, we are meant to reach toward the sun while drawing nourishment from the unseen depths. My life doesn’t follow conventional rhythms, and I treasure being witnessed and loved in the fullness of who I am.

I long for a partnership that feels like an oasis — a sacred sanctuary where we both find rest, joy, and renewal. I desire to share in the fullness of life: laughter, grief, ecstasy, silence. I wish to discover the divine in my beloved, and to be seen as divine in return. We are each responsible for our own joy, but in my ideal relationship, we would amplify one another’s light — two sovereign beings walking side by side through sun and storm alike.

I am a passionate, romantic, and deeply loving person. I want to be close. I want to offer pleasure and devotion. I want to write poetry about your breath, your being, your beauty. I long to worship at the temple of your body and be reverently received. For me, love is both sacred fire and gentle breeze — and I yearn to give and receive it in its fullness.

My work is the evolving expression of my soul’s journey—shaped by beauty, disillusionment, healing, and revelation.

In my earlier years, I worked as a web and graphic designer and spent time immersed in the Detroit art scene. I created and sold artwork, lived vibrantly, and moved through the city’s raw creative energy. But even as collectors began purchasing my work, I felt a growing disillusionment. I saw how often the art world was driven by ego, financial speculation, and status, rather than the soul of the work itself. That realization, along with a near-death experience that changed everything, led me to a deeper calling.

Since then, my work has become something much more meaningful. While I still take on contract work to maintain stability, I’m building a business that reflects who I truly am. I create intuitive art, offer dream interpretation and psychedelic integration, and work with a fellow teacher on a system that weaves together psychology, spirituality, and personal transformation. On the surface, we speak the language of self-improvement. But beneath that, we’re guiding people to remember their soul.

We use dreams, journaling, and creative practice to help others uncover their deeper longings and design lives that are aligned with their inner truth. This is where my passion lives.

My vision is to create a business that acts as both sanctuary and catalyst—a meeting place of mysticism and practicality. I believe many of our modern struggles come from the artificial divide between spiritual wisdom and rational living. My work is an offering to reunite the two, to create a philosophy that honors both the mystery of the soul and the clarity of conscious design.

When someone I’ve worked with reconnects with the Divine within themselves, even for a moment, it affirms my path. Those moments are some of the most beautiful of my life. If I can spend the rest of my days helping others awaken and express their inner light—especially through art—I’ll consider that a life well lived.

Much of what brings me joy is quiet, soulful, and rooted in presence. I spend a great deal of time walking in nature, attuning myself to the rhythms of the Earth, often with headphones on, listening to binaural sounds or guided meditations. These moments are less about “doing” and more about being — about entering a deep, ongoing conversation with my highest self.

Artistic expression is one of my great joys and deepest practices. I create intuitive offerings — poems, collages, guided meditations, and sound pieces — often as acts of devotion or service. This creative flow is sacred to me; it is how I explore my inner world and offer something meaningful to others.

While I’ve long been oriented toward helping others, I’ve been learning how to do so in ways that are self-sustaining and rooted in mutual nourishment, rather than self-erasure. I’ve done deep work untangling patterns of martyrdom and codependence, and my joy now comes from acts of service that flow from wholeness.

My entertainment tends to be thoughtful and meditative. I love exploring the deeper layers of story, myth, and meaning. I’m drawn to content that invites reflection — like Studio Ghibli films or rich video game narratives — though I often find myself more intrigued by analyses about stories than the stories themselves. I enjoy video essays and thematic deep-dives that explore psychology, culture, and symbolism. Even if I haven't played the game or read the book being discussed, I love hearing people explore the ideas within them.

Sometimes, I simply like to dream — to imagine what might be possible if we approached the world differently. Whether it’s contemplating how fungi could help clean up pollution or envisioning new systems rooted in care and harmony, I often find myself playing in the field of possibility. I may not always have the tools to manifest these ideas, but the dreaming itself is part of the joy.

Ultimately, most of what I do is oriented toward becoming — shedding old patterns, nurturing my evolution, and learning to live with greater grace, presence, and alignment. Even my “fun” tends to be part of this unfolding path.

To me, being conscious is the gentle dissolving of ego not as an act of destruction, but as an opening. The ego, like a fog in the morning light, softens when illuminated by truth. We don’t eliminate it, for separation is part of being embodied, but we recognize that it is not the whole of who we are. There is a deeper light within each of us, a core that is not separate from the world around us. To be conscious is to live from that awareness — to seek harmony, to feel connection, and to surrender to the mystery with both reverence and courage.

Consciousness means seeing clearly, which often requires humility. The mind alone cannot grasp the infinite. When we truly confront the Divine — not as a concept, but as a direct presence — there is awe, fear, and a kind of unmaking.
We realize how small we are in the face of the vastness. It’s like trying to understand the ocean by studying a single cup of water. True consciousness means opening to that vastness and allowing it to shape us, while still maintaining sovereignty over our choices and actions.

For me, being conscious is about presence: fierce, loving, clear-eyed presence. It’s about allowing Divine truth to flow through me, even when it’s uncomfortable. It’s not about detachment or numbness; I feel the grief of the world, the injustice, the beauty, the joy. I allow it to move through me, and I respond from a place of alignment rather than reactivity.

There are things in this life that can’t be captured in language, only lived and embodied. My aim is to be a light, even in the darkest of times — not because it’s required of me, but because shining brings me joy. Like the sun nourishing the Earth without expectation, I seek to be conscious in the way I love, create, and serve.

That is what being conscious means to me.

At the deepest level, I am most passionate about the evolution of consciousness, the unfolding of awareness in all its mysterious and magnificent forms. I believe consciousness is not merely a byproduct of matter, but the fundamental fabric of reality itself. It is the living intelligence behind creation —

an ever-evolving force that seeks to experience, learn, and harmonize through us and as us.

To me, we are each a unique aperture through which the Divine comes to know itself. The illusion of separation allows for novelty
for surprise, beauty, pain, and transformation, all of which serve the larger arc of integration and return. I feel most alive when I am attuned to that deeper current, participating consciously in this great unfolding.

I am especially passionate about transmitting and exploring these truths not just as abstract philosophy, but as living experience. I see myth, art, religion, esoteric traditions, and even modern storytelling as humanity’s ongoing attempt to speak to and with the Divine. There is a hidden language woven through all things, and I feel called to listen, interpret, and speak it, whether as a mystic, a poet, a philosopher, or something that transcends all labels.

When I follow my intuition, life becomes an unfolding tapestry of synchronicities, teachings, and sacred encounters. The path isn’t linear, but everything connects through this deeper thread of service to Spirit and devotion to the mystery. That is what I live for, and what I burn for.